Finding the Right Pace

Today was a rollercoaster, and honestly, I’m still catching my breath. It started with a frustrating realization: my mind and body are moving at two completely different speeds. I’ve always been someone who pushes through, always trying to go faster, do more, keep up with the whirlwind in my head. But I’m realizing that my natural pace has changed. My body is slower now, and I have to learn how to move with it instead of fighting against it.

Then there was the great Medication Shortage of 2025. I finally picked up my correct prescription after a week of shortages and mix-ups. Let me tell you, that was a victory worth celebrating. I have been suffering from nausea the last three days straight on this alternative, and just when it starts to subside… time to take another.

Meanwhile, Nicky decided today was the perfect day to test my patience. She whined, barked, yanked my arm halfway out of its socket on our walk, and then—after all that—pretended she needed to go out again just for the fun of it. Queen Brat Mode was in full effect. But after all the chaos, she’s finally sleeping peacefully next to me.

One of the best parts of today was taking Nikki to the dog park. She ran wild, made new friends, and reminded me to be fully present in simple moments. Watching her zoom around with pure joy made me smile, even when my energy was low. She lives so fully in the moment—I think she’s trying to teach me how.

Tomorrow, we’ll be out running around all day, so I’m giving myself permission to slow down tonight. No stress. No rushing. Just me, Leaning into my cozy, creative elf vibe, and a well-earned moment of peace.

For now, I’m just resting, and that’s enough.

Mini Gratitude List:

• Nicky (even when she acts like a gremlin)

With love (and the best snuggles from Nicky),

Dana 🕊️